Another bridge ignited by your spark

oh would you look at this,

it was a complete shoot and miss.

The sinister lie you spend your time with

You chose chaos over bliss.

Committing actions baised on whim

causing your concious voice to dim.

You're so sickly sorry when our eyes brim,

That perfect mask took over the old him.

I assume with your logic that you know

This was another bridge you decided to blow.

Did you think of once how it would affect me so?

I'd like to think so, but in reality, the answer is no.

Time loop of destruction

too many situations running though my brain

all this destruction and chaos is driving me insane

each time it's myself that I blame

while i'm standing screaming at the rain..

I can't stop myself from thinking of you

and all that torture you've put  me through.

Healthy relationships apparently is something I can't do

even though I tried to move on I don't believe anything is true.

the pills I do is to numb the pain

I don't care if it's in vain.

my mind HAS to stop speaking your name

because I know in my heart you're to blame.

You've fucked me up beyond all repair

especially now I know it wasn't fair.

I'm lost and losing so I shoot my flare,

Nothing's gone off and I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere..