The Ballad of a Past Love Song

was I good enough?

Wasn't I faithful enough for your love?

What didn't you like?

Did I put up too much of a fight?

It's okay, you know.

Even though I loved you so.

I'm fine, it's better now.

I'm with a love I allow.

I'll be honest, starting here.

We weren't right for eachother, dear.

Too different in the wrong ways,

because we'd stay silent for days.

It's okay, you know.

Even though I loved you so.

I'm fine, it's better now.

I'm with a love I allow.

There was a time 

Where you were mine,

but you didn't want to try

You aided our love to die.

I suppose it was for the best

To leave me just like the rest,

but he is prooving my suspicions wrong

while holding my heart during a love song.

It's okay, you know.

Even though I loved you so.

I'm fine, it's better now.

I'm with a love I allow.

Obscurity of chance

you're one of a kind/ just so hard to find/ lost in the abyss of our mind/ still struggling to keep in line/ while the world goes down/ we watch it burn to the ground/ the screams are so loud/ that no one is saying a sound/ but at this point in life/ no matter the trouble or strife/ or the attraction to the knife/ we'll always escape the reapers scythe.

Late night emotions become apparent

through out the days we've grown strong

although secretly we know it's wrong,

I haven't felt a connection like this in so long

It's been too long since I felt like I belong.

We have shared what's on our mind

and loved what we've come to find.

You're so sweet, and oh so kind

somewhere in me I want it to be mine.

The words we share are pure and real

I can't believe how you make me feel.

my spirit was broken but you helped me heal,

the cards are out- now shuffle and deal.

Stolen moments of happiness

we're having the time of our lives

living in sin and thinking in lies.

Being beside you shows me happiness

Feeling your body heat brings me bliss.

Stealing moments while lifes at our door

Showing self control makes me want you more.

I've tried just keeping my distance from you

but it failed- theres nothing I can do.

Your touch makes me blush

Your smiles makes me rush.

Your laugh makes me high

Your friendship helps me get by.